clarity

the clarity i've had up here nestled in the mountains, in between naps in my favorite hammock, is that i need to do art. i need it. i need to pursue it, in earnest, in oakland, california. i need to get a social work job, but only part-time (we do need to eat, afterall) and i need to give this life, this art in my heart, in my mind, in my thoughts, a real chance to breathe and dance and live. and we'll see where that leap will take me. this is my promise to myself. i only have one chance. i'm gonna take it. those fears of how we'll make it, where the money will come from, will have to find another pocket in some other heart. mine is clear, now.